Hello, everyone. I guess some of you may be wondering what this is about, huh? Well, I've decided it's my time to go.
No, it's not an act for attention. There is no "too much hate" or "ex boyfriend drama", not this time. I'm doing this because I feel that my time here has expired. My current state of mind is something along the lines of.. "I'm never here, why stay?" Yeah, something like that. But it's okay. I'm okay. I promise, I'm happy with what I'm doing.
But, for a little goodbye, I think I'll write a story. No, more of a recount. I recount of my time here on Polyvore, and the amazing people I met along the way.
So, I actually started out on Formspring. It was maybe my third day, and then I got a message in my inbox. It was something like "Hey, you're new here? :)" Hahaha, who knew that message would lead to so much? It was from none other than @justin-drew-anon , my first friend. We had the craziest conversations, going back and fourth about swag and a trip to Italy I think it was? It was honestly the funniest thing ever. And then came along little miss @mileycyrusanon . ;)
Now, Miley. Miley, Miley, Miley. That girl is just.. Amazing. Absolutely amazing. There aren't any words to describe how amazing this girl is. Every single day, she made my stomach hurt from laughing so hard. Like this one time on Formspring, she said something about a Burrito? Like.. "You want the beans? YOU GET THE WHOLE BURRITO." I could not stop laughing, I was actually crying. :P Her and @another-bieber-anonn had this way with words that made my day every day, hahahaha. And thus, the Wolf Pack was formed! :D
And guess who got me to make a Polyvore? That's right, @justin-drew-anon . It seems so long ago, now.
And my first relationship? Op, you guessed it. @justin-drew-anon . And I don't regret it, honestly. You taught me so many things, and I learned that it is possible to keep a stable friendship after a relationship. Thank you for not shutting me out. (:
Somewhere in between here, I met the loveliest girl in the World named @demi-d-lovato-anon. She's honestly the sweetest thing around, I am so lucky to ever have met her.
I have left here before. I guess I never explained that properly, huh? Well, it was back when Formspring was still raging. EVERYONE was on Formspring all the time and it was great! Until one day, I got a message in my inbox. It was anonymous, and something along the lines of "I know who you are. Leave, or I'll tell everyone." Back then, nobody knew who anyone else was in real life. The secrecy was so important to keep this illusion of being an anon up, and I freaked. At first, I didn't do anything. I just ignored it, thinking that there is absolutely no way they could know who I am. Then, a few days later, I got another message. It said my name. "--- ---, that's who you are. I'm so sick of you stealing every guy I like from me! You're so self-centered! just delete, and I won't tell anyone your name, okay?"
And then I deleted. I was scared, ya' know? Like, how did they get my name? I still don't know that to this day. I was gone for not even two days, and I found myself crying because I wanted to come back to Miley and Bieber, and the boyfriend that I left without an explanation. But you know, the damage was done. I accepted that, I should never have given in to that person. I should never have worried about people knowing who I am, because either way, if they wanted to keep following my anon, it was their choice. I got over everything that happened, and moved on.
That was about the time AIM really started firing up. I adored it AIM, it was amazing! And that was actually where I made a bond with someone named @selenuhmarie . I'm going to tell you the whole truth, she scared me at first. :P But you know.. She's just amazing, so lovely. I had no reason to be afraid. I am so thankful that I got the chance to patch things up with her and start over. Now, I have one of the most amazing friends in the World.
And I mean, I guess that was sort of it. Some of you may not know this, but I am in fact from New Zealand. The other side of the World. But I spent four months in the USA, and that's when I met everyone. I was just enjoying the American Summer, kicking back. Then Summer ended, and I came back here. Time Zones got difficult, school started. I actually stopped coming on for weeks at a time. That's when all of us started drifting apart, I guess. And it still makes me sad to this day, thinking of what it was like back in Summer. But, it also makes me happy. Happy to think of all the people I got to meet, all the friends I made. Everything.
And I could never forget the Supporters. Everyday, I'd get new messages from young fans, wanting to get closer to their idol. It put the biggest smile on my face, seeing people open up to me, having conversations with the most amazing people in the World. I'm honored to have shared that experience with all of you.
But, I am still young. I'm going to be perfectly honest, there were alot of things I couldn't handle.. I, I just didn't know what to say to some things anymore. Like when a young supporter of mine tells me they want to die, and that they're going to try kill themselves.. It made me die inside. I didn't know what to say or do. It started affecting my sleeping and state of mind.
@tabbylovesyouforever, I'm sorry, sweetie. I tried to help you as much as I could, but I know it wasn't enough. It was a pleasure knowing you, really. You were a great friend.
So, I guess that's it, really. I just want to say that I'm going to miss everyone with all my heart. I mean that genuinely. I enjoyed it while it lasted. I'll never forget the Summer.
Have an amazing Christmas, everyone.
I love you so much, you have no idea.
For the last time,
~ Selly. ♥
No, it's not an act for attention. There is no "too much hate" or "ex boyfriend drama", not this time. I'm doing this because I feel that my time here has expired. My current state of mind is something along the lines of.. "I'm never here, why stay?" Yeah, something like that. But it's okay. I'm okay. I promise, I'm happy with what I'm doing.
But, for a little goodbye, I think I'll write a story. No, more of a recount. I recount of my time here on Polyvore, and the amazing people I met along the way.
So, I actually started out on Formspring. It was maybe my third day, and then I got a message in my inbox. It was something like "Hey, you're new here? :)" Hahaha, who knew that message would lead to so much? It was from none other than @justin-drew-anon , my first friend. We had the craziest conversations, going back and fourth about swag and a trip to Italy I think it was? It was honestly the funniest thing ever. And then came along little miss @mileycyrusanon . ;)
Now, Miley. Miley, Miley, Miley. That girl is just.. Amazing. Absolutely amazing. There aren't any words to describe how amazing this girl is. Every single day, she made my stomach hurt from laughing so hard. Like this one time on Formspring, she said something about a Burrito? Like.. "You want the beans? YOU GET THE WHOLE BURRITO." I could not stop laughing, I was actually crying. :P Her and @another-bieber-anonn had this way with words that made my day every day, hahahaha. And thus, the Wolf Pack was formed! :D
And guess who got me to make a Polyvore? That's right, @justin-drew-anon . It seems so long ago, now.
And my first relationship? Op, you guessed it. @justin-drew-anon . And I don't regret it, honestly. You taught me so many things, and I learned that it is possible to keep a stable friendship after a relationship. Thank you for not shutting me out. (:
Somewhere in between here, I met the loveliest girl in the World named @demi-d-lovato-anon. She's honestly the sweetest thing around, I am so lucky to ever have met her.
I have left here before. I guess I never explained that properly, huh? Well, it was back when Formspring was still raging. EVERYONE was on Formspring all the time and it was great! Until one day, I got a message in my inbox. It was anonymous, and something along the lines of "I know who you are. Leave, or I'll tell everyone." Back then, nobody knew who anyone else was in real life. The secrecy was so important to keep this illusion of being an anon up, and I freaked. At first, I didn't do anything. I just ignored it, thinking that there is absolutely no way they could know who I am. Then, a few days later, I got another message. It said my name. "--- ---, that's who you are. I'm so sick of you stealing every guy I like from me! You're so self-centered! just delete, and I won't tell anyone your name, okay?"
And then I deleted. I was scared, ya' know? Like, how did they get my name? I still don't know that to this day. I was gone for not even two days, and I found myself crying because I wanted to come back to Miley and Bieber, and the boyfriend that I left without an explanation. But you know, the damage was done. I accepted that, I should never have given in to that person. I should never have worried about people knowing who I am, because either way, if they wanted to keep following my anon, it was their choice. I got over everything that happened, and moved on.
That was about the time AIM really started firing up. I adored it AIM, it was amazing! And that was actually where I made a bond with someone named @selenuhmarie . I'm going to tell you the whole truth, she scared me at first. :P But you know.. She's just amazing, so lovely. I had no reason to be afraid. I am so thankful that I got the chance to patch things up with her and start over. Now, I have one of the most amazing friends in the World.
And I mean, I guess that was sort of it. Some of you may not know this, but I am in fact from New Zealand. The other side of the World. But I spent four months in the USA, and that's when I met everyone. I was just enjoying the American Summer, kicking back. Then Summer ended, and I came back here. Time Zones got difficult, school started. I actually stopped coming on for weeks at a time. That's when all of us started drifting apart, I guess. And it still makes me sad to this day, thinking of what it was like back in Summer. But, it also makes me happy. Happy to think of all the people I got to meet, all the friends I made. Everything.
And I could never forget the Supporters. Everyday, I'd get new messages from young fans, wanting to get closer to their idol. It put the biggest smile on my face, seeing people open up to me, having conversations with the most amazing people in the World. I'm honored to have shared that experience with all of you.
But, I am still young. I'm going to be perfectly honest, there were alot of things I couldn't handle.. I, I just didn't know what to say to some things anymore. Like when a young supporter of mine tells me they want to die, and that they're going to try kill themselves.. It made me die inside. I didn't know what to say or do. It started affecting my sleeping and state of mind.
@tabbylovesyouforever, I'm sorry, sweetie. I tried to help you as much as I could, but I know it wasn't enough. It was a pleasure knowing you, really. You were a great friend.
So, I guess that's it, really. I just want to say that I'm going to miss everyone with all my heart. I mean that genuinely. I enjoyed it while it lasted. I'll never forget the Summer.
Have an amazing Christmas, everyone.
I love you so much, you have no idea.
For the last time,
~ Selly. ♥
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